When You Ask Me What My Feelings Are

When You Ask Me What My Feelings Are

I don’t know what I’ve been feeling

Perhaps it's the ways with them I’ve been dealing

It's simply nonexistent

Not giving them a thought is my way to vent

So when you ask me what my feelings are

My answer is simply bizarre

I cannot give you an answer

Thoughts within me become a blur

I’ve trained myself to push them aside

By that rule I’ve always been one to abide

So you see, when you ask me what my feelings are

My answer is simply bizarre

All the thoughts in my mind become misted

Words turn into my tongue being twisted

Not even a clue of what I could say

Retraining my emotions seems like the only way

When you ask me what my feelings are

My answer is simply bizarre

Trying to think deep down inside

Turns my mind into a roller coaster ride

I’m honestly not trying to keep you out

Oh how relieving it would be to release it all with a shout

But when you ask me what my feelings are

My answer is simply bizarre

I cannot give you one

I’ve got plenty, deep down stored, weighing me down with more than a ton

It’s not something I’m proud of, I honestly want to share

I want you to know, and I want to show you I care

Now, when you ask me what my feelings are

My answer is simply bizarre
by: Snowflake Gypsy